I Remember

This one has a few meanings, but I wrote it while dealing with anger, sadness, and then acceptance after having a miscarriage in 2006.

I Remember.

I Remember it all, I Remember so well

I Remember the Heaven and subsequent Hell.

I Remember the harsh, unexpected goodbye

Did you think I'd forget what it felt like to die?

I Remember the anguish and rage inside. . .

Endlessly waiting for pain to subside. . .

I hoped and I prayed but was simply denied. . . It wasn't meant to be.

I Remember the indescribable pain

I Remember the prayers I repeated in vain

I Remember the tears that poured like rain. . .You were lost to me.

But more, I Remember a carefree feeling

A time in my life that sent my heart reeling.

I Remember a Happiness so complete

Feelings so innocent, tender and sweet. . .

I'll Remember you always, I'll never forget,

though the sun on these memories long ago set....

I'll look back in LOVE, not in pain or regret. . .

I REMEMBER YOU!!!